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Today wanna share this thought that i have during this period of adapting myself to the working life. It's a stage of life that i know i have to see God in every aspect of my daily living....truely speaking, stay connected with God is never easy. My friends and family might know me as very 'Godly' person who commit her life to God, but follow God doesnt mean that we commit ourselves for church activities, but our life, from inside out, to follow His good purpose for us, and always do what is right for him despite of difficult situations which i always face in hspt.

I know that God is a living God. But a lot of time when i'm working, i couldn't help but feel frustrated about the business of the ward, the fussiness of the patiend and sometimes even complain about the nurses too, i know that it's wrong but i did it anyway....we can always feel God's presence strongly as we worship Him, but in situations such as these, God's presence seems vanished.

But if God is not real, i will not be able to gain such an insight, for all good things come from God. He knows my heart and reminds me of my wrong doins. We feel guilty when we do bad things, even it's just an evil thought, even simple things like complaining, blaming others for our own fault.This is bcos we are God's creation and it's not His way for us, He doesn create us to complain. Therefore, that sense of guilt comes, bcos we are disobey Him. After all, it makes me know that i cant deny that God is real, bcos He continue to love us despite our wrong doins. That sense of guilt will always vanish after a prayer of repentence to Him. It's the evidence that our sins are forgiven bcos of His love. This quote reminds me of this: "Nothing we do will make Him lov us less bcos He love us unconditionally"

��} th love we shared
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